Already gone~

Where we take this road...
Someone has got to go...that will be me...

No matter what, I have to accept it...
However, I'm grateful that things turned out like this...
That means God has other plans for me...
Think positive...

I will wait for my prince charming...hehe

When u love someone, u'd do almost anything for them...even if it means letting them go...

Love u enough to let u go...

Redbull: Battle of Borneo...coming soon.....

So, apart from this upcoming semester break, Redbull: Battle of Borneo is coming. It's a bboy event that will be held in 1Borneo during the 21st and 22nd of november. That is when the semester break is starting. For this 1st semester, i won't be having any exams. Lucky for me, I can focus more on the competition. Why? Coz im joining...yes...i'll be participating this highlighted event of the year. Many local bboys persuaded me to join. Somehow I feel appreciated but then at the same time I don't think that I should deserve the appreciation. Haih~ Well, I somehow have low self confidence when it comes to bboying. I don't have much tricks. But there are so many bboying tricks that are on my mind right now. I just don't have the time to train since I am staying in a college hostel. I'll train often during this semester break. What about my preparations for the upcoming battle?? Luckily I have a place to train. It's located at Putatan! My hometown! Eventhough I don't have many bboying tricks, at least I should hit my moves clean. CLEAN is what I'm aiming for. My crewmates for the 3 on 3 battle will be Bboy Matt and BBoy Xel.

This is US...training at Taman Teluk Villa, Putatan.

Those 3 words

Do they mean anything to you when u say it to the other person?

Does the other person feel it? U'll never know..
Sometimes words are just words..
Humans lie...that includes the both of us....

Those 3 words to me are just words of lies...

No one has change my perspective towards those 3 words...not even u, me or him...
People get hurt by those 3 words...
Don't say it when u don't mean it...ur just telling a lie...including me...
I don't feel those 3 words anymore...
I'll just wait for that special person to tell me what it is...how it feels...so that I won't hate it...
Those words are sometimes special...sometimes they are just weapons for us to tell a lie...to the so-called special person that u call ur bf/gf...wtf...
Hard to trust anyone these days...including the ones you love...o wait...i mean..'that special someone' that u love...
Guys say it to me...I don't feel a thing...including him...whatever....
Those 3 words...sometimes hurt...eventhough it doesn't have 'hate' in it...

Errr...no job in the future??? Nooooo!!!!

Ok, so it has been a while since I've updated my blog. I was quite busy with my assignments. Heck, I still have tons of them.

I was stressed out last week cuz I've got 3 assignments to submit at that time. Ahh~~ now the feeling of stress is...well...not over..but just lessen. Hiu~~~

Something recently shocked me...posting of freshly graduated teachers from local teacher training institutes have to be delayed for two years starting from 2010. This is due to government's current financial problem. It won't affect my batch though...but who knows...probably something like this could reoccur in the future when it's my batch's turn to get posted. Noooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

For more info, click here.

Ahhzzz....never mind, all I have to do for now is to focus on my studies...and my assignments...tetz----Still a loOoOoOng way to go before I officially become a teacher. Wahahaha~~~ CIKGU AUZELLEA.... hey! call me CIKGU ZELL.... *spank* lol~ trust me, the students will not be able to pronounce my tougue twisting name correctly. =_=" bkin bida nama aku ja....

Yeah~ now there are 15 of us...
I'm uploading this here cuz I wanna keep track of how we would look like after 5 yrs time...wahahahaa~~~

To love or not to love? That is the question...

Everyone around me seems to be in love. Some of them are still with their old relationship....some are having new relationship. Man...how I sometimes feel so envy of the people who are in love right now. But at the same time I feel happy for them. I wish them all the best.

I miss being called 'sayang' or 'baby' from someone that I love (sounds childish...lol). Those days are long gone...for 6-7 months. Somehow I got bored being single...but then...come to think of it...I'm better off this way cuz I don't think I'll have the time for my significant other. Furthermore, I don't think my relationship would last...that is..if I have a bf at this moment..which I don't...hahaha~~~

Am I....

Scared?

Not ready?

Heartbroken still?

Unable to love someone passionately anymore???

Maybe it's all of the above...

I'm still waiting for my prince charming...where are u???? Huhuhuhuhu........
Erks--- I'm still young by the way...there's no need to rush rite? Kekekeke~~~~